New year new start. Thats what everyone says, but the truth is, its just another day. The demons of the past don't just disappear just because the calendar has reset itself.

2013, in a nutshell, has been difficult, to say the least. Working in a new environment with colleagues proved to be more productive, but the job was no longer made me feel as fufilled as I did in Murdoch. I want to work for a bigger purpose, something more than just day to day routine, something I passionately believe in -  I guess I am still finding my way. Hopefully with the upcoming year, and the new portfolio, I would be able to do up new initiatives and make a difference, no matter how little, cos I believe the best work comes from working for yourself, and not to impress anyone.

Sometimes, I find Life just flying past me. I turned 25, and this November I will be 26. I feel compromised, sometimes I really wish there is a Pause button for me to just press so I can breathe a little. Please be kind to me, 2014. I don't really know how much more I am able to take. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and also cynical, and jaded, and not the person I wish to be.

Its going to be a tough year ahead. Chin up Cheryl, you are alone in this. Lets go.